Life (please read if you follow my work)

[AlexDC22]

i know ive been gone for some days now, i used to post everyday to give back to the scene i love.

i have always appreciated all of you who show your support.

 

i had a near death experience 4 days a go, that has made me think a lot.... Made me think a lot about the time i could be spending it doing more stuff with the family.

while i had been spending time with them, still not enough... for that reason i must not put to much time if i dont have it on the work i do...

for those that dont know... am a single on disability father of 3 boys ages ranging from 5 to 16... not always the easiest of things when i cant hardly walk due to my back surgeries.

 

The time i spend sitting in front of the PC has made it worst... Its in my nature to find something i like and hit it 100% without slowing down... but 4 days a go i Almost DIED! :'(

and as i stayed away reflecting on life... this is it, this is the only one we get...i have to learn how to slow my passions before they ruin me.

 

am not saying goodbye...not quitting

just not going to be the same 3 to 5 a day, maybe 1  or 2 a week, maybe more maybe less...

 

I am sorry to those whom i said i would help... accept my deepest apologies... just cant, not in the right mindset and i dont want to hold you back.

now i take my leave...see you around, not quiting

nurses are threating me great....never thought id look at a 50 year old women this way xD woohoo...wheres that morphine  button xD

 

PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Oldgamer51]

All the best for ya and please allow me to add ya.  I had a stoke only killed me and im now on disabilty so i kind know how ya feel.  god bless!

[jcm9800]

all the best for you alex take your time that you need for you. chance your life in a way that you will be happy with it, for the rest of your life

time goes by and if we were older it will be faster and faster, that time flows. take your time with the ones you love nobody knows where time ends

lost some of my friends that i have in my life the all go to soon but the times that we have together will life as long as i life.

see you in the future here my friend all the best

[THK]

Hotdamn, call the HyperSpin police, somebody has found a life!

[griffin518]

Best of luck! My only advice is to keep your priorities straight, which is seems like you're well on the way to doing

[jcm9800]

you are right THK real life whats is this? sounds like an bad sickness ,-)